September 11
If you have to wonder what I’m going to be relating to in this entry, either you’re 3 years old or you have been living in a cave for a while now. No doubt it’s with regards to 911 incident.
I would really love to start this by saying, “4 years ago, on this day..” but no, I figured it would be very saddening to repeat it again. I can still vividly remember how I knew this news; I was playing Shattered Galaxy and in the middle of a battle, news of the incident was discussed about in public chat by both our allies and opponents, and my very first reaction was “wtf? our world trade center?” and that made me panicked. But it wasn’t too long later that I saw it on the news and found out that the entire event was more than meet the eye.
That instance I realised life is very fragile and I immediately thought of a very nice quote I read online, If you had one phone call to make before you died, who would you call, what would you say, and why are you WAITING?!
. Somehow it haunts me to be thinking that there’re far too many things in life that I really want to do, but always figured that I’m too (can’t find a suitable so I’ll leave it to your imaginations) to be doing anything about them. So at the end of the day, all I can hope and pray for is that I will not die to regret these mistakes decisions.
I hope and wish, and then hope and wish again; yes, I think only this way will my prayers somehow come true.
And as for you, please proceed to doing whatever that comes into your mind when you read the quote, because like I mentioned, life is very fragile and what happens next is almost never our choice to begin with. But what we can do is to make sure the things you want done be done right away, because this you have a choice — to or not to.
Good luck! And I pray that you won’t live to regret your decisions. :-)