Will it be too late?
What if one day your beliefs turn back around on you? Will it sway your determination questioning yourself whether you’d done the wrong thing afterall? Or will you work harder believing that one failure should not be all it takes to crush your will?
What if one day after several months of instilling a certain (positive) mindset to a friend, everything resets back to default putting all your efforts to nought? Will you regret spending time doing so? Or will you tell yourself that since the friend has decided to give up on herself while you have not, you have a clear conscience, and there’s really nothing much you can do already… Or will you jump into actions again?
What if one day, after you thought you’ve let go of someone you love for a long while, that it dawns on you that you have never done so at all the whole time and that you’ve only been deceiving yourself? Will you continue the act like you did previously? Or will you do something active about it?
What if she’s attached? Will you step back lest things get too wrong? Or will you fearlessly make your attempt, oblivious to everything else believing that you’re only fighting for what you want?
What if she doesn’t know? Will you tell her, placing your hopes high for even the most remotest chance that there might be a reciprocal feedback? Or will you stop having hopes and keep mum thinking that being friends is the only rational act?
What if the hopes turn out to be a disappointment? Will you rejoice in the fact that at least you have let your feelings be known? Or will you feel sour now that you’ve been rejected, and start to think maybe you shouldn’t have mentioned anything at all as you believe better a comfortable delusion than a cruel truth
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What if you want to fight, and then Conscience decides to hop onto the stage and tell you that it’s wrong to be doing so because you would be the third party and that you should step back? Will you listen or fight with Conscience first before proceeding to your original intention?
What if you decide to listen to your Conscience and your beliefs, believing that it’s wrong and unscrupulous to fight for it no matter how much she means to you? Will you regret it one day? Or will you stand by your beliefs no matter what?
What if one day your beliefs turn back around on you…
What if I have one more shot or one last opportunity to seize everything I ever wanted? Should I capture it or just let it slip? Or is it too late already?
I need guidance, would someone please enlighten the confused? Anyone? Anyone at all?